Prepared for anything but this..
Prepared for anything but this..
  1. I’m so bad at being happy. 

  2. Some days are just bad, and this is one of them. 

    Most of the time I don’t let it get to me, but nights like these it’s impossible to ignore how incredibly-bone-penetratingly-deeply lonely I am.  

    What’s wrong with me? Why does no one want me?

    My head is full of thoughts I’m trying not to let myself have. I hope tomorrow will be better. 

  3. Spent the weekend in PA going to Hershey Park for the Monumentour. Seeing Paramore and Fall Out Boy was phenomenal. The company was even better.

  4. PSA I try to be super inclusive with my language, which (as it is for everyone) is a process of learning and apologizing and fighting internalized things, etcetera, etcetera.

    That being said, my current focus is ableism. I’ve realized I don’t know much about it, and I really want to. So call me out, please, if I’m using overly ableist language. I’m learning still, but eager to do so.

  5. It just really pisses me off when characters are gender swapped for the sake of shipping them. Like, whatever your personal sexuality is, you should recognize that compatible people are compatible no matter what bodies they come in, and making the “this character isn’t gay” argument to mean more than just that they can’t both be men/women means you’re subscribing to a series of stereotypes and assumptions about what sexuality affects, other than the people they are (or aren’t) attracted to. 

    Obviously write whatever you want to write, I don’t want to dictate any sort of rules about fanfiction. Just a pet peeve. /end rant

    P.S. That’s not to say I’m not totally cool with gender swapping characters for fun, or to explore gender, or for whatever other reason other than avoiding homosexuality.

  6. My birthday was yesterday. Here’s some highlights.

  7. Today is my 20th birthday. *grins*
  8. bold what applies to you

    Appearance:

    • i have blue hair and green eyes
    • i have red hair and hazel eyes
    • i’m very tall
    • my hair is really really curly
    • i have brown hair and blue eyes
    • i have freckles
    • my eyebrow game is strong
    • i have black hair and brown eyes
    • i have dimples 
    • i wear contact lenses
    • i tan easily
    • i have small eyelashes
    • i paint my nails 

    Clothes / Accessory / Make-up:

    • i hate wearing flip-flops
    • i don’t have converse
    • i wear foundation (almost) every day
    • i have stretch marks / tattoo
    • i love wearing head bands
    • i hate wearing mascara
    • i have at least one pair of vans
    • i hate sweaters
    • i love wearing high heels
    • i own brown eyeliner
    • i love skirts/dresses 
    • i own at least 3 pairs of jeans
    • i often wear scarfs 
    • i never wear necklaces

    Family / Country:

    • i’m the oldest child (i’m the only child)
    • i have an older brother
    • i’m from South America
    • i know how to swear in more then two languages
    • one (or more) of my parents is from another country
    • i have a younger sister
    • i have siblings that live in Asia
    • i’m an orphan
    • i have family that live in Australia
    • i know two or more languages

    School / Job:

    • i’m in high school
    • i love history
    • i have/had a teacher that is great in explaining and actually teaching
    • i got fired
    • i know what i want to do in future
    • i know more than 3.14 of Pi
    • i don’t participate in extracurricular activities
    • i learn more than one language
    • i love math
    • i already have a job
    • my grades are almost never excellent/very good
    • i want to go to college/ i’m in college
    • i want to be a professional athlete / writer / artist 

    I have:

    • broken a bone
    • ridden a motorcycle
    • a best friend
    • a favorite song
    • sung in the shower
    • been told that i’m smart / pretty
    • punched / slapped somebody
    • told somebody they are pretty
    • scars
    • my own room
    • a star crush
    • pets
    • kissed a boy / a girl
    • online best friends
    • spent a whole night without sleeping
    • girlfriend / boyfriend

    I’m afraid of:

    • (some) insects / snakes
    • people disliking me
    • somebody yelling at me
    • somebody finding out a secret about me
    • favorite character dying
    • stormy weather
    • death
    • having to talk in front of people
    • heights
    • pain
    • kissing somebody
    • small rooms

    I love:

    • sci-fi
    • sleeping until 12pm
    • reading books online
    • fluffy blankets
    • animals
    • swimming / diving
    • watching movies
    • channing tatum
    • pizza
    • hot chocolate
    • running
    • baking / cooking
    • harry potter
    • cold showers
    • my hair
    • my wardrobe
  9. In 23 hours from now, I will be 20. 

    //almost-birthday excitement intensifies//

  10. I went to NYC Pride yesterday with some of my friends. It was exhausting but great and I’m so glad I went. 

    In some sort of strange burst of body confidence that I’ve never known before, I wore a bandeau and a flower crown and I felt like I actually kind of looked pretty and I don’t know. I’m proud of myself, I think. Walking around a crowded city all day long, I never stopped to worry about how I looked. That’s new. I like it. I hope it stays. 

  11. My friends and I went to NYC Pride yesterday.

  12. Psst hey guys look I bought a flower crown. 🌸🌸🌸

    Psst hey guys look I bought a flower crown. 🌸🌸🌸

  13. Hey all you people. 

    Follow me on Twitter, @Bunyscout

  14. Hey followers, I’m going to NYC Pride this weekend with my besties. Will any of you be there?
  15. I can’t believe how goofy my smile is when I’m just smiling, instead of posing for a picture. How has this knowledge escaped me for so many years?! 

    Anyway, we looked super fierce today. So have some pictures.

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